As the time passing by, I would not to forget the ones who take a place in my mind. Sadness exists in my daily life, no matter how hard I've tried to escape form it.
It is so sad to hear form a person’s fade away, especially they were the person who had been taken an important part of your life time, they had helped you go through the rough time, an important entrance exam, even a date.I can hardly but have to admit that I almost totally beaten by those sorrow and hopeless news from February till now (June).
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How should I stop such sadness? I think there is no one can help me with this question, the key is up to my own but no body. We never give up the passing of somebody. The person who left is painless. I did not know whether it is correct or not like this, because I have never left away.
Form college classmate's committed suicide that jump down form 10th floor in February.
Ex-colleague die of hemorrhage in brain after school in March.
One student who should graduate form junior high in June but killed by truck in front of school gate in April.
Last, in June, dear God took a student of mine again and a good principle away from me.
How can I say something?
Every word just stock in every alveolus in my lump!
My sore sort, my bones are aching. To give a sound seems to be a difficult thing. All day long, there must be a word to interpret my feelings, I try,but did not work. I wish that had been a part of a dreadful dream.Everything is so true~the words in my mind just turned over uneasily like the leaves stirred up by the restless cold winter wind.
Every day, every hour, every minute, I'm afraid that will be something bad happened! Living becomes a hardship.Even while I breath that I could aware my own harrow beneath my breathing.
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It seems like someone drop me into a bottomless hole doing the same work as Prometheus did, grounded in the solitary situation without endless time.
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